I can't handle this anymore.

I'm disgustingly disgusting. It would be much easier just to end it now.

Thoughts.

This guy, who is sort of my friend, who I don't really like, he likes me. I think he's disgusting. That's not the point. I have convinced him I'm a psychopath. Problem being, I didn't think I was until I actually thought about it.

When's the last time I really felt emotion?
I miss the calm feeling of sadness.