Here we go again.

I'm starting to feel ignored already.
I'm starting to regret talking to him already.
I'm starting to feel like we weren't meant to be already.

I'm upset.

But I'll figure it out.

I should mention the last post was talking about X.
That's probably a very vital detail.

Anyhow, I know that we have had our ups and downs, and I'm sure there are many more to come.
But I honestly think that we were meant to be.
And I honestly don't believe that stuff really happens.
But it did.

Other things though.
I started my job today. I like the people I work with, they're quite friendly. Today was stressful though, had lots of issues.

One girl I was friends with during high school (I know, it ended last week, it seems like ages) picked up my diploma because I had to work when we were allowed to. She dropped it off and stayed forever. I finally had to leave my own house pretending I had stuff to do. Ridiculous. Can't people tell when they aren't wanted? Honestly.

Sigh. I'm not looking forward to waking up early everyday for the rest of the summer. But at least I get paid and it's very easy work.

My tattoo is quite itchy. I also never mentioned that. I got the Dark Mark (from Harry Potter obviously) tattooed on my left forearm.

This post is forever long and I'm just ranting.
I have more worries about what I'll actually do for college.
I'm quite undecided.

What a way to start a year.

We were talking..
He started talking about how nice cold weather was.
I brought up how cold it was in Chicago on New Years.
Then I remembered that I was upset with him on New Years...
And that he was ignoring me before that...
And that I cried myself to sleep that night.