Perhaps not.

I feel like I should have something to say but I don't really.
I feel like I should say that I'm happy, because I am.
But it's the kind of happiness that is just really, really content.
And I have never felt that way before, at least for not more than a few hours.
But this is quite a permanent feeling, and I..
I'm just amazed.
And I was soooo stupid to love my ex. But, I guess I have learned what I do not want.

The only thing is, that this could very well just be puppy love. It's still so early. It could fade so fast and I'd just be left with nothing again. And we all know that it is not a good idea to let me feel lonely. Unless of course, you enjoy the company of suicidal people.

The weirdest thing about that is that I haaate being around people. I want to be alone. I love being alone. But I never, ever want to be alone. So conflicting. That isn't even touching the subject of loneliness, however.

I'm rambling. What is this? Hmm.
I started this post thinking I was going to rant about school. Which, I need to do.
But I don't feel like it at the moment. I'm very content right now, I want to keep this feeling as long as I can and not think about the negativity it brought about in my education. Perhaps tomorrow, or sometime.