But I know even that wouldn't help me right now.

I really want a hug right now but the only person I want it from is too far away. And even if he wasn't, he's mad at me so it wouldn't matter anyway.

I just want to go to sleep and wake up when it's all over.

No doubt in my mind.

He's made a joke about running off to Vegas to get married a couple times. I would in a heartbeat.

:)

Well I just totally fail, don't I? Oh well.

X is amazing. :) He sometimes calls me while he's walking to work. Always calls me on break. And lately we talk on the phone just before bed. :)

Ohhhh my. I can't wait to meet him. I told him when he visits that I refuse to sleep without him, so I'd sleep with him every night. He seemed pleasantly surprised, though he doesn't want me to get in trouble. And he wants my parents to not hate him.

I'm positive this will last forever.

Happyhappyhappy.