I think I think too much. But, I'm thinking that my life is a tragic waste. You know what my most memorable moments are? Stuff that happened in game.. Like shit, is that really all that my life amounts to? And you know, I can't even fucking fix it because once you're dug a hole, your friends make you stay constant. If I tried to change they would say "Eve, you're different." and I would say "Yeah..." and then go back to normal because I wouldn't want them to judge me. So I'm just stuck in this hole. And maybe.. eventually.. I'll dig my way out of it...
But most likely, I'll move for him.. and he'll dump me..
And then I'll have nothing.
Edit: And they aren't even really friends, ffs. They're just people that I talk to sometimes... Why do I bother?
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